Yesterday morning, my boss use msn give a msg to told me.
"Paul, I have never tried your English proficiency,are you comfortable with conversations and e-mail exchanges in English?"
"This job may require making enquiries on the phone in english,vendors are in singapore"

That is my first time to talk to my boss in msn.

I feel so nervous. I think I make a mistake in my work today?
 No…….AH…….because today I without contact with him la~~

By the way, I msn reply to him. "I can try to do that, and in the future I will use more English in my jobs. I want to try my best to do that."

And he give a msg to me "that's good, I will explain to you what I want in a minute."

If comfortable to use the English with conversations & written. I feel it’s very difficult in me.

Because I have long time without use the English language to communicate.

And I know if I still working in this company, I need to face the problems.

Although I know the problem. (afraid to use English).
In fact, My heart is strong but my body is weak. I'm not enough power & courage to solve them.

I hope I can face to face the English in future time.

I think this essay has many grammar problems. And this is not many beautiful words inside.

And I thanks a lot of yahoo smart pen. It help me to clear up many words problems and increase my vocabulary.

At last, I know I must do something : (although I don't know the beginning time)

Buy some books to suit for me.
Take a course to improve my English levels.
Do more exercise about the English.

I’m not very like this job. But I know in this company, I can do more exercise to improve my English levels.

I think Improve English not as fast as possible, I hope I can step by step to make progress.

GOD blessing me la~~XDD

I think my Lord will let me overcome to the challenge…..